Thereare times in life when it just takes good old determination. Determination to push on and get past a point where you want to stop. Determination to see something through to the end no matter how difficult it seems to be to make it there. Even the simple determination to stay awake and write when all you really want to do is curl up in the nice warm bed beside you and go back to sleep.
I've made the determination that I am not going to let myself just sleep away the day. I want to make a change in my habits and the only way to do that is to just flat refuse to give in to the temptations of slacking off and relaxing instead of sitting here working and earning my living as a freelance Internet writer. I'm tired, yes, I've now been awake for 9 hours and it's only 10 a.m.. I think I got under four hours sleep last night, but I am determined to do my best to make it to a point I can reset things and wake tomorrow at 3 or 4 a.m. to get my day started well before the house fills with distractions.
It just takes determination. And figuring out how to stop yawning. :-/
0 comments:
Post a Comment